coffee

This afternoon after dinner, I bought a cup of coffee, it's the first time I drank coffee after the first try of many years ago.

In my truest condor, I feel lonely now and I feel a strong impulse to pursue success.

Today spent lots of time watching two French films. It's pretty good anyhow.

Last two days, I was in Malacca, it's very tired and it's my first time go to Malaysia. I like the seafood we had in the Portugal square, which was so near the strait of malacca. And it's my first time to go to pub, the pub was the Geographer Cafe, where a singer sung a lots of songs of the Elvis Presley.

With all my love about life and future.

Sunday

Today is Monday, but this story happened last Sunday.

If a man who does not love you, he can only bring much more sadness to you.

The inner deepest solitude

I feel pretty lonely, several times...no way to escape.

deep inside...

want to kill myself...

might I am lack of sleep.

but will feel guilty if do not work and just come back to sleep.